An encounter with porn: Confession of a youth.
It was a lazy summer noon when I, in my late childhood, accidentally encountered with pictures of few nude women along with naked men exhibiting different postures of peno-vaginal, oral and anal sex. Those pictures were in a form of a booklet, colored printed on glossy sheets. I exactly don’t know to whom it belonged to because those were lying on floors of the baitaka, the room at the ground floor of our joint house, used by only men of the house and open for almost everyone, the workers of the house, the various uncles from the neighbor and numerous of other. It was mid nineties, India had just leaped in to the global market by its liberalization-privatization-globalization policies and the computer revolution was in its nascent stage. The booklet with naked and nude pictures was my first encounter with the porn, though I was completely unaware of both - the sexual activity or the porn industry. The first thought which came to my Freudian’s superego governed mind was that thos...